| Location | Bowen |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/04/2008 |
| Date of Death | 02/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,270 since 07/09/2008 |
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Klaire Esma was born sleeping on Wednesday, 2nd April, 2008
We were trying to fall pregnant for over 12mths. The day i found out i was pregnant with Klaire was
one of the happiest days in my life.
At 10weeks gestation i was rushed to hospital with cramping and bleeding. The hospital told me that
my baby had died as they could not find a heartbeat. So i layed in that hospital bed for over 24hrs
thinking my baby had died waiting to be transfered to another hospital for a DNC.
When we got to the other hospital they did a bigger scan before the DNC and my little girls heart
was beating. I was so so happy she was still alive and in for a fight.
Unfortunatly her fight ended 6wks and 6days later.
On Tuesday the 1st of April i woke up thinking i had wet the bed and then later that morning i had
abdo pain with a mucus loss, and a temp. I went and saw my doctor that afternoon and he thought it
was my UTI back and took 2 swabs and 2 urine samples to send off for testing. So i went home and put
myself on bed rest.
Wed 2nd April i woke up feeling pretty much the same but my legs were aching and i still had my
temp. So i kept the boys home from school and went to bed. At 12noon i got a sharp pain and went to
the toilet and there was a small amount of blood. I then rang my dr and he told me to come in at
2pm. So i hung up from him and rang jase and told him what had happened. So jase then came home from
work at around 12.30. At 1pm i took 2 panadol as the pain was increasing and my dr rang back an told
me to go straight to the hospital just incase. So with that jase put the kids and me in the car and
off to hospital we went. Thinking the hole time it would be the same as last time that i would get
pain killers observation, antibiotics then home again. So i told jase to drop me off and i would
call him soon.
At 2pm my pain had gotten a lot worse and thats when i realised they were contractions. I started
having big lots of blood loss with them. At 3pm i delivered my baby cry and requested that i get to
see the baby. The dr told me that as soon as the placenta was delivered they would show me my baby.
Well my placenta had started to break up and with that it made the dr's believe that my baby had
been dead for around 2 days. So they started to organise to have me transfered to Ayr to have a D&C.
I then asked again to see my baby. The dr asked me if i really wanted to and i said yes its my baby
and i want to see it.
My baby was around 10-12cm long from head to bottom and its little tiny fingers would fit over the
tip of my little finger it was so tiny and fragile cry I then rang jason and told him what had
happened. Yes i was alone through this whole ordeal.
They then transfered me and my baby to Ayr where my blood pressure droped to 50 / 52 so they had to
stablise me before they could send me to theater. They then organised to send my baby to pathology
to try and determine the sex and tell us why this has happened. I recovered from surgery fine and am
home with my wonderful 4 healthy boys.
I wish i could change everything and that she could still be here with me and her family. But there
was a stronger purpose for her and she has gone to forfill her duty.
Klaire will be dearly missed and will live in our hearts forever.
Happy Birthday
Today Is the day that you were Born
With this my heart was Torn
I miss you every single day
And sometimes wished that I did Pray
We will meet again one day not to far from here
and I will finally be able to hold you near
~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~
My sweet angel i miss you and love you so much
~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~
A MOTHERS DREAM
I carried you so lovingly,
Within my gentle womb...
And little did I realise,
Your life would end too soon.
I never got the chance to say
I love you, little one...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life on earth was done.
The grief is indescribable,
To lose a child this way...
All the many hopes and dreams,
Just vanished on that day.
I know I'll see the sun shine bright
Upon my baby's face...
When I finally get to heaven,
All my pain will be erased.
We'll soar the skies together,
As angels two by two...
We'll have a sweet reunion
This mother's dream come true
Klaires Poem
Today is the day you should have been born
If this had happened I wouldn’t be torn
Your brothers wish that you could stay
So that they could have just one play
Your Dad loves you so much
And wished he could have had just one touch
You were meant for better things
And this is why you now have wings
Fly gracefully my little one
And one day we will have some fun
Love always
Your mum kiss
xoxoxhugsxoxox
I'm so very sorry to hear about the loss of your beautiful baby Klaire. Sending you hugs and strength xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
thinking of u
im so sorry for loss of your daughter i too lost a sweet little girl and ever u wanna talk u know were am i hope both our daughters r friends up above even tho there still having bottles and walks in prams in gods garden my love to u and family god bless xxxxlaura(grace mills mummy)
GOODNIGHT ANGEL XXX
NOW THE DAY HAS ENDED
AND WE MUST SAY GOODNIGHT
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
SWEET DREAMS, GOD BLESS, SLEEP TIGHT.
XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX XXX
xWhat Makes a Mother
I thought of you all, I closed my eyes
and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother
and I know I heard Him say,
A Mother has a baby.
This we know is true. But God can you be a Mother
when your baby's not with you?"Yes you can!", He replied
with confidence in His voice,
"I give many women babies,
when they leave is not their choice."Some I send for a lifetime
and other's for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat
and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile
with other children and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom
who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quick
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
on her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
and whisper in her ear,
Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."So you see
my dear sweet one,
your children are OK. Your babies are here in my home
and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with me
until your lesson is through.
And on that day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize
that you are a Mother until their time is done.
They'll be up here with me one day
and know you're the best one.
Written with love
for all the Mother's missing their babies
by Jennifer Wasik
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